Saturday, February 22, 2014

Love that fills.

Hello God,

It's been almost a month since I've started working in the childcare, and hahaha I can't wait for monday to come woohooooo^^ The kids are really really really cute and chubby and light and huggable and carryable! Just yesterday, my favourite boy ran over and hugged me when I stepped into the class omg sososo cute his eyes were like ^^ complimenting the wormy thick eyebrows LOLLL! Thank You so much for opening the door for me to have so much joy in my work and wah the kids are really the ones I look forward to everyday:) And yay, had my first fruitful conversation with one of the colleagues, getting to know her and wah really thank God for her for showing me the ropes and opening up to me to share about her life :) Okay I need to be braver to talk more!

Good news is that I'm enjoying my work. Bad news is that I'm so tired everyday my walk with You is challenged. Days when I compromised my quiet time for more sleep, when I became a Martha, I felt so much like a Martha it was a little tiring. Sometimes I forget how Your presence feel like, as though like I was placed under anesthesia lol. But woahhhhh the first corporate prayer meet of the year yesterday was so woah I feel so refreshed, it was so damn good to be able to just sing songs to You to worship You to just soak myself in Your presence. Thank You for showing me Your love once again, the very reason that's keeping me in church.Thank You for reassuring my anxious heart that You'll speak. Thank You for bringing me back to this heart of worship. Thank You for Your love. Your love never fails, it never gives up, it never runs out on me.

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases.
His mercies never come to an end.
They are new every morning, new every morning.
Great is Thy faithfulness, O Lord,
Great is Thy faithfulness.

Refreshed, renewed, let's go!
I love You :-)