Monday was so nerve wrecking, the wait was like a ticking bomb in the heart, waiting to explode, waiting for a name that never got called. The moment came when the results slip was just in front of me, omg why is the results slip not sealed up, want to hide also cannot lol. "Congratulations," hahaha really, lol probably congratulations for surviving through 2 years of shit. And dadadadaaaa, 跑不掉了. Got sucked into the whirlwind of emotions when I realised I sacrificed biology and economics for chemistry, that's the dumbest thing to do ever, neglected 2 for 1, lol how stupid. I never expect to do so badly for my once best subject it became the worst of all. BCD is not even close to what I expected I didn't think it was good? Little far from good probably. Hahaha so lame to cry in school I thought the gp consult was the last. Sad for quite awhile, eyes got so tired it ran out of water LOL seriously, and got over it. Woahhh sososo amazed by the instant healing like suddenly no tears and my soul wasn't even the least sad LOL 应该是God! Sad no more!
God, thank You for the BCD because they're great in Your eyes. Thank You for reassuring me that I didn't have to uturn and spend another year because you know what's ahead of me is the best and it is all going according to Your plan, praise God :)
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
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