Conflicted much.

I think 2014 has decided it was too good that it is now offsetting in 2015.

What an emotional ride today I don't know what to feel.
The day started feeling all so good sweating everything out after a long time, playing badminton and table tennis during drawing class hahaha, how fun, with the cute prof, with an opponent-turned-friend, I think I played more than I drew HAHA. To think about it, I'm quite thankful for the time sweating, releasing all the stress and whatever that is taking up the volume in my heart, as if to prepare for what was about to happen next.

My work was said to be a plagiarism. "Plagiarism is too strong a word," the prof said, yeah I think so too, but I can't think of any other word for it, oh well. I didn't even know I plagiarised lol. This time round, her face was so red lol, so so red I think it must have been a really big shock to her, because she thought I drew the design. I actually felt bad because her face was really really really red lol, in a few seconds the work that she liked (I think, lol) turned into a disastrous nightmare. Maybe she couldn't believe that she approved it so easily at the last consult. The shock was so great that she shook me literally (hahaha I didn't know the impact was that big). Thankfully, I was calm. Oh well, I guess it's miscommunication. I really didn't know my method was not okay, that it was considered plagiarism in a way, well, I never knew. I did say I photoshopped though, oh well. A part of me feels wronged, then again, I guess we only think we are wrong when we do the wrong things, and wronged when things turn out wrong. Maybe, it was a mistake I was blinded to. Maybe, it is a lesson learnt the hard way. Hopefully things will turn out fine. On the flip side, maybe it's a good lesson learnt now while I'm still in year one, the year to make all the stupidest mistakes. Alright, let's leave that as that, and move on, after all, it's just an assignment, I guess.

Please please please, tomorrow please be nice to me :(